Learning how to do things is hard, especially if you don't have someone to teach you. The misunderstandings and mistakes that can happen when trying to figure it out yourself can be absolutely hilarious, if also highly embarrassing.
It's hard being awkward.
Sometimes you really just don't know what's going to come out of your own mouth. And then your mouth opens and....welp. You've ruined everything.
But fear not--you are not alone.